Dear Shawols.
I am not exactly a K-Pop fan. I don't belong to many fandoms or constantly want to get updated about new groups. Usually it's more of a if-i-like-the-song-then-i-like-the-song kind of situation. But SHINee has a very special place in my heart. Many friends of mine wonder why I'm devastated over Jonghyun's death because they've only heard me talking about Taemin and his amazing dancing skills. I don't really talk about how special each of the members are and the impact that they have had on me. I think that I have always been an emotional person. I feel a lot for people and it gets overwhelming sometimes. I wouldn't consider myself to be quiet or shy but I was always reluctant to show people that side of me. I wanted people to look at me and think that I was cool and okay. I couldn't really express my feelings and struggles to anyone. And then one day, I chanced upon SHINee's Hello Baby. I don't know how many times I've rewatched the s...